some days are better than others...

he aquí mi respuesta a lo que nos paso ayer kowalski...

Some days are dry, some days are leaky
Some days come clean, other days are sneaky.
Some days take less, but most days take more
Some slip through your fingers and on to the floor.
Some days you're quick, but most days you're speedy
Some days you use more force than is necessary.
Some days just drop in on us.
Some days are better than others.
Some days it all adds up
And what you've got is enough.
Some days are better than others.

no me muevo a tu ritmo...

Just as you take my hand

Just as you write my number down

Just as the drinks arrive

Just as they play your favourite song

As your bad day disappears

No longer wound up like a spring

Before you've had too much

Come back in focus again

a veces tienes que entender que las personas no siempre van a tu mismo ritmo. que no puedes acelerar la llegada. que no puedes dirigir su barco.

better than drugs...or suposed to???

life can change in a minute. i proved to myself.

cuando mas te niegas a algo, mas pronto aparece lo nuevo. cuando crees que tienes la manera de ser dueño y participe de tu propio mundo, aparece lo nuevo. cuando no quieres ver la luz del día, aparece lo nuevo.

Feel when I'm restless

Feel when I cannot cope

You're my addiction, my prescription, my antidote

You kill the poison

Ease the suffering

Calm the rage when I'm afraid

To feel again

How can I tell you just all that you are

What you do to me

she isn't got the look...

y si cuando te mire, no me refleje en tu mirada? y si cuando busques la mia, no pueda verte de frente?

don´t you shiver???

So I look in your direction,

And you pay me no attention do you?

I know you don't listen to me,

Cos you say you see straight through me,Don't you?

But on and on,

From the moment I wake,

To the moment I sleep,

I'll be there by your side,

Just you try and stop me,

I'll be waiting in line,

Just to see if you care

Oh, did you want me to change?

Well I'd change for good,

And I want you to know that you'll always get your way

And I wanted to say

Don't you shiver?

Don't you shiver?

I'll sing it loud and clear

And I'll always be waiting for you

So you know how much I need you,

But you never even see me do you?

And is this my final chance of getting you?

But on and on,

From the moment I wake,

To the moment I sleep,

I'll be there by your side,

Just you try and stop me,

I'll be waiting in line,

Just to see if you care

Did you want me to change?

Well I'd change for good,

And I want you to know that you'll always get your way

And I wanted to say…

Don't you shiver?

Don't you shiver?,

I'll sing it loud and clear

Yeah I'll always be waiting for you

Yeah I'll always be waiting for you

Yeah I'll always be waiting for you

For you, I will always be waiting

And it's you that I see,

But you don't see me

And its you, that I hear,

So loud and so clear

I sing it loud and clear

And I'll always be waiting for you

So I look in your direction,

And you pay me no attention,

And you know how much I need you

But you never even see me?

28 minutes later...

danny boyle genera en mi una sensación extraña. desde la primera vez que vi "trainspotting", algo se sintió atraído hacia su manera de ver las cosas. después lo seguí con "a live less ordinary". "the beach" fue a mi gusto muy incomprendida pero cuando llego "28 days later" no la pude resistir. es inquietante, amenaza al mismo tiempo que te da esa visión de esperanza.

la película se basa en el esparcimiento de un virus que se transmitía a través de la sangre. 28 días bastaron para exterminar aparentemente a toda la población de gran bretaña. el virus era el de la furia.

ayer tuve una situación demasiado estresante. el virus apareció y fue contagiada. 28 minutos después fue cuando me extermino. 28 minutos duro mi rabia, mi furia personal, la cual digamos, que casi siempre le gana a la razón. después de eso, la desdicha, el sufrimiento, la desesperanza.

siento que estoy renaciendo apenas, aun no logro recuperarme. la cura aun no es la definitiva. se que el virus puede resurgir en cualquier momento. por eso trato de descifrarlo. de ver que es lo que falta para sanar.